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Samstag, 30. März 2013

Almost Easter

Saturday means almost Easter!

In order to congratulate Katrinle, as it was her birthday today, I woke up really early - way too early. I could have slept at least until 11 o'clock, so half past eight was a torture.

While I was waiting for them to arrive at my parents' house, we coloured eggs:






 And then I skyped with seemingly everyone who was at my parents' house (it wasn't everyone, but more people than I am used to) and then I grabbed my kindle, had some ice cream and let the sun shine down on me on the patio.



26°C the thermometer said, but in the sun it was a lot hotter - I actually put on sunscreen because it was so sunny!

It was really beautiful, and I've finally had cause to unpack my three-quarter pants, or Capri pants, as I was just informed they're called (thanks!).

Yeah, and my eyes are almost closing right now (it's a quarter to seven), so I'm only waiting for dessert to arrive (ice cream!) and then I'm off to bed, I guess.

Enjoy your snow, German friends!

Freitag, 29. März 2013

History

Since today was pretty uneventful - I watched some hockey and was outside with Jenna and Bob, and wrote a bit, but that was it (Hawks lost against Anaheim again and Edmonton Oil Kings are in the second round of WHL playoffs), have something I just stumbled over on tumblr.

It's about history, evilness and Hitler, and I will point out my comment (it's the last one, of course).



Picture Source Source for last comment

My comment to this:


The scary thing about humans is
that we’re capable of doing these atrocities all on our own.
This is so absolutely true, and that is what is especially scary about the whole thing. That we don’t need aliens, don’t need mind control, that we’re perfectly capable of destroying ourselves without any external help. 
That that monster is sleeping in many, if not all of us, and only our up-bringing is the deciding factor in whether who we become.
I always have to think of something I read in “The Self Illusion: Why There is No ‘You’ Inside Your Head”, which briefly discusses nature vs. nurture:
Natural Born Killers

If early abuse turns on the effects of the warrior genes [a gene abnormality linked to aggression], can these negative attributes also be turned off? Neuroscientist Jim Fallon studies what makes psychopath tick by looking at their brain activity and genes. One day, as was sorting though lots of scans of psychopathic murderers, he noted that they all seemed to lack inactivity [possibly meant ‘lach activity’? Would make more sense…] in the orbital cortex, a region of the prefrontal cortex. The orbital cortex is related to social behaviours such as smiling, and is also a region associated with moral decision-making and control of impulsive antisocial behaviour. People with low activity in this region tend to be free-wheeling types or psychopaths. Perhaps these psychopaths had bad brains?

At the time, Jim was also working on Alzheimer’s disease and needed control data to compare with patients. He persuaded members of his family to have their brains scanned and provide blood samples to match against the clinical sample. Every one of his relatives’ brain scans was normal - except one - his own. Jim discovered that he had the identical lack of activity in the orbital cortex that he had observes in the psychopathic killers. The irony of the neuroscientist discovering that he also had the same abnormal brain pattern as the killers was not lost on Jim.

About a month later at the family barbecue, he was pointing this irony out to the other family members when his eighty-eight-year-old mother, Jenny, suggested that maybe he should do a little research into the family history, as he might be surprised. What Jim discovered was truly shocking. It turned out that his ancestor, Thomas Cornell, was infamous in American history as the killer of his own mother in 1667, the first documented case of matricide. But it didn’t stop there. There were another seven murderers in the line of the family from which Jim was directly descended! This was worrying. Jim looked for other evidence. Did he have the genes associated with aggression and violence? He had the blood taken from the Alzheimer study analysed. Jim’s blood was positive for the warrior gene and he had all the genetic risk factors that could predispose him to become a killer. At the time, geneticists likened the odds of Jim possessing this constellation of genes to walking into a casino and throwing double-six fifteen times in a row.

According to the biology, Jim should have been a natural born killer and a menace to society, but he wasn’t. Why not? Dr Him Fallon used to be the type of scientist who followed a failry genetic determinist line, believing that your genes pretty much determine your outcome, but his discoveries in brain imaging and genetics forced him to rethink his own rigid view of human nature. He had to accept that in his case the role of the environment had protected him, and in particular the nurturing from his own parents had played a major part in the way he turned out. This is because, from the very start, Jim was a special birth for his parents. His mother had four miscarriages in a row before Jim was finally born. It would be a long time before his mother had any more children and so Him was treated as a precious child with a lot of attention and affection directed towards him. He believes that all this nurturing offset the warrior gene that could have sent him off on a path of destruction.
This is probably the opposite of what happened to Hitler, but it shows that even the most respected people in your life could have been evil.
You never know. You can’t know. Evil isn’t just some stereotype. Evil is human. And that is what’s so scary.

And that's it for today. Some food for thoughts :)
That book I quoted is really interesting, by the way - I enjoyed it a lot!

And I'm off to bed now, seems like I am finally getting into a normal rhythm!

Passed

So, I passed my self-imposed test:

I went into our Math chapter test without doing really anything and I passed my stress test!
Yes, I was a bit anxious, but believe me, my teacher didn't help me in that regard:

"If you did all the homework, the test will be easy. If you did half the questions, you will be struggling. If you did less than half - good luck."

I can't say anything about stupid mistakes I have done - because I tend to do those a lot - but at least I didn't have to hesitate with a single exercise.
But it might have taken me seven months, and yet I finally came to the realization that the grades truly and honestly don't matter.

Let's just say that my performance probably wasn't helped by the headache I had ...

I am almost done with my Creative Writing project. De facto I am done, but I want to finish up the fourth (okay, it is on third place but I'm writing it as the fourth piece) chapter. Without it I have 22 pages, which fully satisfies the required 20-30 pages, and with it (unfinished) the count comes to 27 pages. I want to finish that up though and I really wouldn't mind going over the required amount of writing.

Maybe I'll start the next chapter, too.

The rest of the day was spent reading/on tumblr&facebook and even in Journalism I couldn't do anything - for one thing I had three articles in the last issue so I've only got a small assignment, and two I have to get some information in order to write the short notice which I couldn't get as the teacher had already left.

Jenna and Bob took me to the duck pond I passed while jogging - I actually had wanted to go to the tennis court with them, but my knees are hurting so bad (and I don't even know what I've done :/ ) I didn't want to run.

I'm heading to bed now, I'm gonna stand up (relatively) early tomorrow since I wanna catch the Blackhawks Morning Skate Life that they broadcast every last Friday of the month. Usually it's right during the period in the morning (the exactly 30 minutes) I have absolutely no access to the internet: From 10:30 am to 11:00 am Chicago Time, which means 8:30 am to 9:00 am here - right while I'm on the bus. But tomorrow we have a holiday, just like you (extended weekend!) so I want to be up and watching when it's on!

So good night!


Mittwoch, 27. März 2013

Spare

My whole (school) day can be summarized by a single word: Spare.

No kidding, guys - first block:
Math. Independent review as we have our test tomorrow. I have done half-heartedly half of my homework, but I'm not expecting too much, since I will never ever again need this approach - and that is the reason why I haven't really done much. I will be trying tomorrow, but I don't see the use in memorizing stupid special triangles that only work for a few limited cases when our German approach can be transferred to all cases with very little problems.
Well, we'll see how the test goes tomorrow!
But since it was independent studies, it was basically nothing but a spare.

Second Block Creative Writing.
Independent writing. Considering this is nothing I don't do on my own outside of the schedule, it was basically a spare.

Lunch: Spare. Nothing to do.

Entrepreneurship: Anyway only a glorified spare since we were in the middle between two tasks (we received the next instructions today in the afternoon), so I spent my time on my own laptop on facebook (like the rest of the class) and tumblr.

Last Block: Legitimate spare.
I played around on tumblr for a bit and then did Math. I keep making stupid mistakes, but I think I generally have understood everything - which is my main (and only) goal.

Andy picked me up after school and dropped me off at Hollywood road for the introduction to the next part and a Mentor meeting, and my mentor and shared a great conversation and I ate too much pizza (three slices... but it was my dinner!)
Afterwards, we were "forced" to take some pizza home with us - Bob and I will be taking it to school tomorrow!

And I'm heading off to bed now because my eyes are burning because I'm so tired!

And the Rockets finally won!
Now it's 3-1 Seattle - 4 are needed to win! Go Rockets Go!!!

G'night!